1 00:00:09,760 --> 00:00:11,761 {\an8}So big of me, right? 2 00:00:11,762 --> 00:00:16,057 {\an8}I didn't think that I was throwing you under the bus. 3 00:00:16,058 --> 00:00:19,269 {\an8}I'm sorry that you felt that. 4 00:00:21,813 --> 00:00:25,358 {\an8}Yes. I need my girls to be getting along. 5 00:00:25,359 --> 00:00:26,692 {\an8}This friendship that we have now, 6 00:00:26,693 --> 00:00:28,694 {\an8}like, let's just see what that's like. 7 00:00:28,695 --> 00:00:31,280 {\an8}I want to just build from this day forward. 8 00:00:31,281 --> 00:00:33,033 {\an8}This is good. 9 00:00:35,786 --> 00:00:37,453 {\an8}OK, that was so [bleep] up. 10 00:00:37,454 --> 00:00:39,163 {\an8}You traumatize each other. - Can I finish? 11 00:00:39,164 --> 00:00:42,792 {\an8}- We all traumatize each other. - I'm not traumatizing shit. 12 00:00:42,793 --> 00:00:45,462 {\an8}She's incorrect. Just FYI. 13 00:00:47,506 --> 00:00:49,382 {\an8}Well, um, 14 00:00:49,383 --> 00:00:51,634 {\an8}I get to see my girl, Morgan Stewart, 15 00:00:51,635 --> 00:00:54,345 {\an8}and my husband blindsides me for Christmas. 16 00:00:54,346 --> 00:00:56,639 {\an8}So 'tis this season. 17 00:01:06,441 --> 00:01:07,650 {\an8}I'm hearing things like 18 00:01:07,651 --> 00:01:09,902 {\an8}how Stassi has traumatized the family. 19 00:01:09,903 --> 00:01:14,907 {\an8}This family is so [bleep] up. 20 00:01:17,119 --> 00:01:18,869 {\an8}It is. We can all agree on that. 21 00:01:18,870 --> 00:01:22,456 And I have two kids that make me want to just be, like, 22 00:01:22,457 --> 00:01:26,794 I want to remove myself from this family. 23 00:01:28,255 --> 00:01:30,172 I wouldn't say you necessarily traumatize me. 24 00:01:30,173 --> 00:01:32,091 I just don't know you. 25 00:01:32,092 --> 00:01:33,217 That's true. 26 00:01:33,218 --> 00:01:34,927 We don't know each other. - You know? 27 00:01:34,928 --> 00:01:36,137 Like-- - It was-- 28 00:01:36,138 --> 00:01:38,347 it's been really hard to get over 29 00:01:38,348 --> 00:01:41,267 everything that you texted me. 30 00:01:41,268 --> 00:01:44,729 I--I actually I find it impossible sometimes. 31 00:01:44,730 --> 00:01:47,565 When my mom and I have gotten into fights or arguments, 32 00:01:47,566 --> 00:01:51,485 {\an8}Nikolai has messaged some pretty awful, 33 00:01:51,486 --> 00:01:54,363 {\an8}gross things to me that were incredibly hurtful. 34 00:01:54,364 --> 00:01:57,867 {\an8}Like, if you are just, like, Team Mom no matter what, 35 00:01:57,868 --> 00:01:59,243 {\an8}I was just, like, 36 00:01:59,244 --> 00:02:02,288 {\an8}yeah, I don't [bleep] with this energy. 37 00:02:02,289 --> 00:02:04,624 And you told me, bro. And it hurt. 38 00:02:04,625 --> 00:02:07,460 You told me we were never gonna be best friends like that. 39 00:02:07,461 --> 00:02:12,214 And I was, like, OK, so I'm not talking to you. 40 00:02:12,215 --> 00:02:13,674 And I stood by that. 41 00:02:13,675 --> 00:02:16,844 I didn't because I thought you didn't want to talk to me. 42 00:02:16,845 --> 00:02:20,306 {\an8}I was, what, 15 when he was born? 43 00:02:20,307 --> 00:02:23,392 {\an8}Our relationship isn't that close. 44 00:02:23,393 --> 00:02:25,561 {\an8}Me and my siblings, we all have different dads. 45 00:02:25,562 --> 00:02:27,646 {\an8}And then my Mom has a habit of, like, 46 00:02:27,647 --> 00:02:29,398 {\an8}pitting my siblings against me. 47 00:02:29,399 --> 00:02:32,818 {\an8}There just doesn't feel like a grounding energy force 48 00:02:32,819 --> 00:02:35,321 {\an8}anywhere in our family. 49 00:02:35,322 --> 00:02:36,739 I think we've all traumatized each other. 50 00:02:36,740 --> 00:02:38,699 I think I shouldn't have said Stassi traumatizes the family. 51 00:02:38,700 --> 00:02:40,701 No. That was like a really [bleep] thing to say, Georgi. 52 00:02:40,702 --> 00:02:42,620 Yeah, no. It probably was, and I'm sorry. 53 00:02:42,621 --> 00:02:44,580 I should have been better with my words. 54 00:02:44,581 --> 00:02:46,499 {\an8}I know now not to go to Georgia and talk about those things. 55 00:02:46,500 --> 00:02:48,000 {\an8}I'll go to my best friends. 56 00:02:48,001 --> 00:02:50,961 {\an8}When we're fighting, I just throw things out there. 57 00:02:50,962 --> 00:02:53,255 {\an8}Like she does, I'll say. 58 00:02:53,256 --> 00:02:56,884 {\an8}Not that it's a competition or anything, but I feel guilty. 59 00:02:56,885 --> 00:02:58,469 {\an8}So I just have to take accountability 60 00:02:58,470 --> 00:03:00,930 {\an8}and take this right now. 61 00:03:00,931 --> 00:03:03,391 Despite everything, I love you. 62 00:03:03,392 --> 00:03:04,892 - I love you, too. - I love you. 63 00:03:04,893 --> 00:03:06,394 I love you, too. - I love you. 64 00:03:06,395 --> 00:03:07,770 I love you. - I love you. 65 00:03:07,771 --> 00:03:09,438 Thank you. 66 00:03:09,439 --> 00:03:11,816 Well, I'm glad this didn't end in full disaster. 67 00:03:11,817 --> 00:03:12,983 We got this. 68 00:03:12,984 --> 00:03:14,151 Go, team. 69 00:03:14,152 --> 00:03:16,737 Great meet-up. See you guys again in two years. 70 00:03:19,783 --> 00:03:21,534 That made me like you a little more. 71 00:03:21,535 --> 00:03:25,162 Thank you. 72 00:03:26,248 --> 00:03:27,581 {\an8}Come on, you little slowpokes. 73 00:03:27,582 --> 00:03:29,542 {\an8}- Come on, ladies. - The Molasses Sisters. 74 00:03:29,543 --> 00:03:31,877 {\an8}That should be the name... 75 00:03:34,673 --> 00:03:37,550 {\an8}Friendsgiving was a success. 76 00:03:37,551 --> 00:03:40,428 {\an8}But now that we're here, like, we need to stay here 77 00:03:40,429 --> 00:03:44,390 {\an8}because my making-up battery is on empty. 78 00:03:44,391 --> 00:03:46,809 {\an8}So I'm genuinely worried 79 00:03:46,810 --> 00:03:49,728 {\an8}for the next person who pisses me off. 80 00:03:49,729 --> 00:03:53,816 The older we get, the less dysfunctional we get. 81 00:03:53,817 --> 00:03:55,359 Well, let's hope and pray. 82 00:04:07,205 --> 00:04:08,414 Hi. 83 00:04:08,415 --> 00:04:09,832 {\an8}You're getting up. You're getting up. 84 00:04:09,833 --> 00:04:10,958 {\an8}Yeah, of course. 85 00:04:10,959 --> 00:04:12,835 {\an8}So good to see you. - So good to see you. 86 00:04:12,836 --> 00:04:17,465 {\an8}Morgan Stewart is one of the great talents of our time. 87 00:04:17,466 --> 00:04:20,593 Started doing Rich Kids of Beverly Hills, 88 00:04:20,594 --> 00:04:22,094 that reality show, 89 00:04:22,095 --> 00:04:24,597 about the same time I was doing Vanderpump Rules. 90 00:04:24,598 --> 00:04:26,766 What are we drinking? What time is it? 91 00:04:26,767 --> 00:04:28,559 You know what? It's almost noon. 92 00:04:28,560 --> 00:04:30,769 {\an8}We both have been, like, 93 00:04:30,770 --> 00:04:34,690 {\an8}the "mean girl" on our respective reality TV shows. 94 00:04:34,691 --> 00:04:36,776 {\an8}Cheers. 95 00:04:36,777 --> 00:04:38,736 {\an8}We both got married at the same time. 96 00:04:38,737 --> 00:04:40,613 {\an8}We had kids at the same time. 97 00:04:40,614 --> 00:04:42,740 {\an8}We both loved Chanel ballet flats. 98 00:04:44,451 --> 00:04:45,743 {\an8}Are we the same person? 99 00:04:48,622 --> 00:04:50,080 Oh. Here we go. 100 00:04:50,081 --> 00:04:52,666 So they're tuna tacos. Thank you. 101 00:04:52,667 --> 00:04:53,793 Did you deal with your kids this morning? 102 00:04:53,794 --> 00:04:55,503 Yes, I dealt with my kids this morning. 103 00:04:57,631 --> 00:04:59,924 {\an8}Stop talking. Stop screaming for one second. 104 00:05:01,968 --> 00:05:03,803 I, like, check out. I'm, like, Mommy's peeing. 105 00:05:03,804 --> 00:05:05,471 Mommy's peeing for an hour and a half. 106 00:05:05,472 --> 00:05:07,306 - Isn't that wild? - It's wild. 107 00:05:07,307 --> 00:05:10,267 Like, going to the bathroom by yourself becomes a luxury. 108 00:05:10,268 --> 00:05:12,478 Yeah. And then eventually, they, like, find you. 109 00:05:12,479 --> 00:05:13,395 Oh, yeah. - Or they're, like, 110 00:05:13,396 --> 00:05:14,813 Daddy won't-- 111 00:05:14,814 --> 00:05:16,815 I'm, like, Daddy needs to deal with it right now. 112 00:05:16,816 --> 00:05:17,775 What is this? 113 00:05:17,776 --> 00:05:18,651 Oh, I forgot. I ordered meatballs. 114 00:05:18,652 --> 00:05:19,985 Oh. 115 00:05:19,986 --> 00:05:21,111 We're gonna finish it with our Manchego cheese. 116 00:05:21,112 --> 00:05:22,655 Can we do half no-cheese? Is that OK? 117 00:05:22,656 --> 00:05:23,781 Yes, that's fine. - Sorry. 118 00:05:23,782 --> 00:05:24,824 Oh, my God. You don't eat cheese? 119 00:05:24,825 --> 00:05:25,783 I hate cheese. 120 00:05:25,784 --> 00:05:27,910 And my mom is [bleep] Swiss. 121 00:05:27,911 --> 00:05:29,578 So it's, like, fondue and everything. 122 00:05:29,579 --> 00:05:30,830 Your mom is so chic. 123 00:05:30,831 --> 00:05:32,414 She's a little nuts, but she's pretty chic. 124 00:05:32,415 --> 00:05:33,999 You're lucky you have such a good relationship with her. 125 00:05:34,000 --> 00:05:35,167 It's, like-- 126 00:05:35,168 --> 00:05:36,293 Do you have a good relationship with your mom? 127 00:05:36,294 --> 00:05:37,336 Not really. 128 00:05:38,505 --> 00:05:39,505 What's the deal there? 129 00:05:39,506 --> 00:05:40,631 She used to be this, like, 130 00:05:40,632 --> 00:05:42,424 boss bitch when I was growing up. 131 00:05:42,425 --> 00:05:44,343 OK. - Like, she had to hustle. 132 00:05:44,344 --> 00:05:46,136 She didn't have that much money, 133 00:05:46,137 --> 00:05:47,972 and I always was aware of that. 134 00:05:47,973 --> 00:05:49,265 OK. And respected it. 135 00:05:49,266 --> 00:05:50,558 Yup. 136 00:05:50,559 --> 00:05:51,559 And then when I got on Vanderpump Rules, 137 00:05:51,560 --> 00:05:53,143 she quit working. 138 00:05:53,144 --> 00:05:55,020 So you feel like she put all the responsibility on you? 139 00:05:55,021 --> 00:05:56,146 Yes. 140 00:05:56,147 --> 00:05:58,774 {\an8}I just, like, have an issue with people 141 00:05:58,775 --> 00:06:01,361 {\an8}who can't take care of themselves. 142 00:06:05,699 --> 00:06:07,408 {\an8}I just don't think it's possible. 143 00:06:07,409 --> 00:06:10,411 {\an8}I want the rest of my family around 144 00:06:10,412 --> 00:06:12,454 {\an8}for the sake of everyone. 145 00:06:12,455 --> 00:06:14,832 {\an8}But, like, me, my kids and my husband, 146 00:06:14,833 --> 00:06:16,959 {\an8}that's, like, really all that matters. 147 00:06:16,960 --> 00:06:19,837 Once too much has happened, too many things have been said. 148 00:06:19,838 --> 00:06:21,589 I'm just, like, boundary up. 149 00:06:21,590 --> 00:06:24,842 Like, you don't have full access to my life. 150 00:06:24,843 --> 00:06:26,885 It's, like, hard to even explain because-- 151 00:06:26,886 --> 00:06:28,887 Your energy feels very serious. 152 00:06:28,888 --> 00:06:32,850 Like, I feel like when I'm around her, I tense up. 153 00:06:32,851 --> 00:06:34,685 I feel like a serial killer. Right. 154 00:06:34,686 --> 00:06:36,020 Do you have a therapist? 155 00:06:36,021 --> 00:06:37,855 Oh, no. I can't. 156 00:06:37,856 --> 00:06:39,982 But no therapy at all, ever? 157 00:06:39,983 --> 00:06:41,734 I tried doing couples therapy, 158 00:06:41,735 --> 00:06:42,776 and, like, I think it's so boring. 159 00:06:42,777 --> 00:06:44,361 Couples? No, couples is boring. 160 00:06:44,362 --> 00:06:45,779 It's so boring. 161 00:06:45,780 --> 00:06:47,072 What were you gonna talk about in couples therapy? 162 00:06:47,073 --> 00:06:48,449 Nothing? 163 00:06:48,450 --> 00:06:50,242 That, like, Beau needs more physical touch or something. 164 00:06:50,243 --> 00:06:51,619 I don't know. 165 00:06:51,620 --> 00:06:53,203 I would snort this drink if I could. 166 00:06:53,204 --> 00:06:55,748 I cannot with the physical. 167 00:06:55,749 --> 00:06:57,499 Are you mean to Beau? 168 00:06:57,500 --> 00:06:59,084 I don't think so. 169 00:06:59,085 --> 00:07:01,880 It's just, like, hard. I think I am nice. 170 00:07:04,174 --> 00:07:05,924 - There's a lot going on. - I'm not mean. 171 00:07:05,925 --> 00:07:07,134 He likes that I'm mean. I know. 172 00:07:07,135 --> 00:07:08,093 So I'm sorry. 173 00:07:08,094 --> 00:07:09,345 That's the funniest thing. 174 00:07:09,346 --> 00:07:10,638 He likes that I'm tough. 175 00:07:10,639 --> 00:07:12,097 He likes that he has to chase me. 176 00:07:12,098 --> 00:07:14,016 You want to be married to him forever, right? 177 00:07:14,017 --> 00:07:14,933 Yes. 178 00:07:14,934 --> 00:07:17,936 Like, no, so I'll go to therapy 179 00:07:17,937 --> 00:07:19,271 or do all the things if I need to. 180 00:07:19,272 --> 00:07:21,231 So you'll go back in a year? 181 00:07:21,232 --> 00:07:22,691 When he asks? As a refresh? 182 00:07:22,692 --> 00:07:24,652 When he asks earnestly. 183 00:07:24,653 --> 00:07:28,197 {\an8}On days that I don't have therapy, I wake up happy. 184 00:07:28,198 --> 00:07:30,950 {\an8}On days that I do have therapy, I wake up sad. 185 00:07:30,951 --> 00:07:32,743 It puts me in a shit mood. 186 00:07:32,744 --> 00:07:37,414 {\an8}I am working out my issues constructively with Beau 187 00:07:37,415 --> 00:07:39,041 {\an8}right now, OK? 188 00:07:39,042 --> 00:07:41,460 {\an8}Could you imagine if we added therapy to that 189 00:07:41,461 --> 00:07:44,004 {\an8}in addition to this show? 190 00:07:44,005 --> 00:07:46,131 {\an8}No, thankies. 191 00:07:46,132 --> 00:07:48,133 I'm gonna make you throw up. We did art therapy. 192 00:07:48,134 --> 00:07:51,470 What's art therapy? Like, you did art together? 193 00:07:51,471 --> 00:07:53,722 Yeah, like-- like, at our house. 194 00:07:53,723 --> 00:07:58,268 {\an8}I do love the sparkle that's in your eyes. 195 00:07:58,269 --> 00:08:01,188 {\an8}It's, like, brighter than it ever was before. 196 00:08:03,650 --> 00:08:05,651 [bleep] off. 197 00:08:05,652 --> 00:08:06,819 I think you've done what you need to do. 198 00:08:06,820 --> 00:08:08,529 I think so, too. - I think that's enough. 199 00:08:08,530 --> 00:08:11,824 Wife of the year. 200 00:08:18,206 --> 00:08:20,249 You want some beard work? Beard dye? 201 00:08:20,250 --> 00:08:22,334 I got you covered. - I'm gonna figure that out. 202 00:08:22,335 --> 00:08:23,836 You're gonna figure it out when you get in the chair. 203 00:08:23,837 --> 00:08:25,504 {\an8}- Yeah. - I need a consultation. 204 00:08:25,505 --> 00:08:26,964 {\an8}You're in good hands. 205 00:08:26,965 --> 00:08:28,424 {\an8}I don't want to look, like, you know--I start crying. 206 00:08:28,425 --> 00:08:30,342 I've had an emotional week. 207 00:08:30,343 --> 00:08:31,468 And I just don't want to cry 208 00:08:31,469 --> 00:08:33,846 and then start dripping, you know. 209 00:08:33,847 --> 00:08:35,389 Did you think about that? I don't know. 210 00:08:35,390 --> 00:08:36,598 I don't know. 211 00:08:36,599 --> 00:08:39,101 {\an8}I asked Rob to meet me at the barber shop 212 00:08:39,102 --> 00:08:41,729 {\an8}to get a little beard consultation. 213 00:08:41,730 --> 00:08:43,188 {\an8}Uh, looking to get back into casting, 214 00:08:43,189 --> 00:08:47,651 {\an8}so I really just want to look my best when I walk back in. 215 00:08:47,652 --> 00:08:49,403 {\an8}I feel old, I look old. 216 00:08:49,404 --> 00:08:51,613 {\an8}I look like I have a [bleep] vagina on my face 217 00:08:51,614 --> 00:08:52,990 {\an8}with my goatee. 218 00:08:52,991 --> 00:08:54,700 {\an8}Should I go light? Should I go darker? 219 00:08:54,701 --> 00:08:56,869 {\an8}Who knows? We'll find out. 220 00:08:56,870 --> 00:08:59,872 I can keep the salt and add just a little pepper 221 00:08:59,873 --> 00:09:02,166 so that this is not so prominent. 222 00:09:02,167 --> 00:09:03,834 OK, I want some pepper into my salt, too. 223 00:09:03,835 --> 00:09:05,169 OK. All right, Patty. 224 00:09:05,170 --> 00:09:06,879 All right, let's do it. - Thank you so much. 225 00:09:06,880 --> 00:09:08,297 Cheers. - All right. 226 00:09:08,298 --> 00:09:10,007 Well, you don't want to see me on tequila, 227 00:09:10,008 --> 00:09:11,925 you don't want to see him on Tito's. 228 00:09:16,139 --> 00:09:17,556 Hold on. I gotta look real quick. 229 00:09:17,557 --> 00:09:18,474 I gotta look. 230 00:09:18,475 --> 00:09:20,225 What the shit? 231 00:09:20,226 --> 00:09:23,605 {\an8}I look like a Vegas magician. 232 00:09:25,732 --> 00:09:28,567 {\an8}Who's--who's the-- the tiger guys? 233 00:09:28,568 --> 00:09:30,861 {\an8}Sigmund and Freud. 234 00:09:34,407 --> 00:09:37,451 I think I'd rather get, like, a tattoo that's spelled, like, 235 00:09:37,452 --> 00:09:39,870 the wording wrong on my chest. 236 00:09:39,871 --> 00:09:41,789 I was not expecting this. 237 00:09:41,790 --> 00:09:43,248 {\an8}I need a bag. 238 00:09:43,249 --> 00:09:44,625 {\an8}Someone cut some holes out and put a bag over my face. 239 00:09:44,626 --> 00:09:46,043 {\an8}I cannot walk out looking like this. 240 00:09:46,044 --> 00:09:48,170 {\an8}This is--this is ridiculous. 241 00:09:48,171 --> 00:09:51,048 Just had a morning with Stass so I'm just kind of, like-- 242 00:09:51,049 --> 00:09:53,092 Already? Yeah. 243 00:09:53,093 --> 00:09:54,635 {\an8}Last night, I asked my sister Georgia 244 00:09:54,636 --> 00:09:55,844 {\an8}if she can watch the kids 245 00:09:55,845 --> 00:09:58,055 {\an8}so I can at least sleep in till 9:00 a.m. 246 00:09:58,056 --> 00:10:00,808 {\an8}This morning, Stassi decided to wake me up at 8:00 a.m. 247 00:10:00,809 --> 00:10:02,059 {\an8}And she's been gone the last few days 248 00:10:02,060 --> 00:10:03,393 {\an8}in New York for Tell Me Lies, 249 00:10:03,394 --> 00:10:05,979 {\an8}so this was my one time just to sleep in till 9:00 a.m. 250 00:10:05,980 --> 00:10:09,566 {\an8}My sister had everything covered, but Stassi said no. 251 00:10:09,567 --> 00:10:11,944 This morning, Stassi's getting up 252 00:10:11,945 --> 00:10:14,822 and, like, stomping around and she storms in. 253 00:10:14,823 --> 00:10:15,989 She's, like, why aren't you up? 254 00:10:15,990 --> 00:10:18,075 And I'm, like, Georgia's watching them till 9:00. 255 00:10:18,076 --> 00:10:20,327 She's, like, you said 8:00. I'm, like, I said 9:00. 256 00:10:20,328 --> 00:10:21,787 And she's, like, I have a scene to do. 257 00:10:21,788 --> 00:10:24,456 And I'm like, I do too! 258 00:10:29,838 --> 00:10:31,922 She just walks past me and I'm, like, 259 00:10:31,923 --> 00:10:33,465 defense is up because now I'm in trouble. 260 00:10:33,466 --> 00:10:35,467 Now I'm about to apologize for something else 261 00:10:35,468 --> 00:10:37,886 that I [bleep] did that I have no idea what's going on. 262 00:10:37,887 --> 00:10:39,137 You can't live like that, dude. 263 00:10:39,138 --> 00:10:41,348 This will be less of an issue. 264 00:10:41,349 --> 00:10:44,142 I started, um--I reached out to one of my old bosses 265 00:10:44,143 --> 00:10:46,395 to see if I can start working again casting, 266 00:10:46,396 --> 00:10:47,646 running sessions again. 267 00:10:47,647 --> 00:10:50,649 A year ago, year and a half ago when I was working, 268 00:10:50,650 --> 00:10:52,025 I [bleep] loved it. 269 00:10:52,026 --> 00:10:53,777 I go to my job, it was socializing, 270 00:10:53,778 --> 00:10:55,654 I was creating, I was working with actors. 271 00:10:55,655 --> 00:10:57,281 This is-- this is what I want to do. 272 00:10:57,282 --> 00:10:58,824 In the short term, 273 00:10:58,825 --> 00:11:01,034 {\an8}Stassi might get a little upset that I am going back to work, 274 00:11:01,035 --> 00:11:04,204 {\an8}but me going back to work makes me feel better. 275 00:11:04,205 --> 00:11:07,040 {\an8}So that's obviously gonna help our relationship. 276 00:11:07,041 --> 00:11:09,501 If he's, like, yeah, I can hire you for the next job-- 277 00:11:09,502 --> 00:11:10,794 Great. 278 00:11:10,795 --> 00:11:12,254 You know, do you go tell Stassi then? 279 00:11:12,255 --> 00:11:13,338 No, no, no. I'm gonna tell-- no, no, no. 280 00:11:13,339 --> 00:11:15,090 I'm not gonna pull a surprise on her. 281 00:11:15,091 --> 00:11:16,717 Yeah. That would suck. 282 00:11:16,718 --> 00:11:17,968 I'm just gonna let her know. 283 00:11:17,969 --> 00:11:19,303 I'm gonna be honest about it and just say, 284 00:11:19,304 --> 00:11:20,345 this is what's happening. 285 00:11:22,181 --> 00:11:24,308 {\an8}I actually don't know if I am gonna tell her. 286 00:11:24,309 --> 00:11:28,604 {\an8}I'm very scared of what she'll say and do. 287 00:11:28,605 --> 00:11:30,230 {\an8}I'm very scared. 288 00:11:33,318 --> 00:11:36,445 {\an8}Of course I'm scared of Stassi. 289 00:11:36,446 --> 00:11:37,529 We'll see how it goes. 290 00:11:38,740 --> 00:11:41,533 Do I look under 40 now? 291 00:11:41,534 --> 00:11:43,286 Don't lie. 292 00:11:52,545 --> 00:11:54,213 - Ooh, that's a good one. - Margarita for you. 293 00:11:54,214 --> 00:11:55,881 Thank you so much. Thank you. 294 00:11:55,882 --> 00:11:58,300 - And then here you go. - Thank you. 295 00:11:58,301 --> 00:11:59,968 {\an8}Thank you so much. You're welcome. 296 00:11:59,969 --> 00:12:01,762 {\an8}Teddy is 34 weeks pregnant, 297 00:12:01,763 --> 00:12:03,847 {\an8}so I mean, she could, like, literally go, like, any day. 298 00:12:03,848 --> 00:12:06,808 {\an8}Teddy leaves in a few days to go back to New York City, 299 00:12:06,809 --> 00:12:08,602 {\an8}but I have to stay for work. 300 00:12:08,603 --> 00:12:10,354 {\an8}Until the last second I can. 301 00:12:10,355 --> 00:12:12,731 {\an8}There's so little time for just the two of us left, 302 00:12:12,732 --> 00:12:14,399 {\an8}and I'm gonna miss a big part of it. 303 00:12:14,400 --> 00:12:16,360 {\an8}We're gonna have, like, a cute little date night. 304 00:12:16,361 --> 00:12:19,404 {\an8}And also, I really need tonight to make sure that 305 00:12:19,405 --> 00:12:21,657 {\an8}Teddy's, like, fully on board with me staying behind. 306 00:12:21,658 --> 00:12:23,158 Ooh! 307 00:12:23,159 --> 00:12:25,619 - Can I smell it? - Yeah. 308 00:12:27,247 --> 00:12:29,373 Oh, yeah. It's good stuff. 309 00:12:29,374 --> 00:12:31,291 I think that's what I want in the hospital. 310 00:12:31,292 --> 00:12:34,127 I feel like everybody wants a margarita in the hospital. 311 00:12:34,128 --> 00:12:36,922 Anyway, are you going to be mad if I don't cry 312 00:12:36,923 --> 00:12:38,799 when I leave you at the airport? 313 00:12:38,800 --> 00:12:41,426 You know what? I'm not gonna cry. 314 00:12:41,427 --> 00:12:42,344 Oh, yeah? 315 00:12:42,345 --> 00:12:44,221 Yeah, I'm good. I'm all cried out. 316 00:12:44,222 --> 00:12:45,305 I'm good. 317 00:12:45,306 --> 00:12:47,349 - I don't believe you. - We'll see. 318 00:12:47,350 --> 00:12:49,977 If Stass gave you the green light and was, like, go home, 319 00:12:49,978 --> 00:12:52,396 like, would you go home? - Yes. 320 00:12:52,397 --> 00:12:55,691 So what's keeping you here now? 321 00:12:55,692 --> 00:12:56,900 Work. 322 00:12:56,901 --> 00:12:59,820 {\an8}We received an offer from Netflix. 323 00:13:01,447 --> 00:13:04,825 To be the streaming platform of Stassi's video podcast. 324 00:13:04,826 --> 00:13:06,326 What? 325 00:13:06,327 --> 00:13:10,497 {\an8}Teddy and I, we've been in LA to get STASSI with Tay, 326 00:13:10,498 --> 00:13:12,290 {\an8}this podcast off the ground. 327 00:13:12,291 --> 00:13:16,253 {\an8}But now Netflix is gonna have the video portion 328 00:13:16,254 --> 00:13:19,381 {\an8}of the podcast, like, streaming? 329 00:13:19,382 --> 00:13:21,133 {\an8}I cannot miss this. 330 00:13:21,134 --> 00:13:26,305 {\an8}But, like, I also can't miss the birth of my child. 331 00:13:28,099 --> 00:13:32,561 Stassi is not my boss, but Stassi is kind of my boss. 332 00:13:32,562 --> 00:13:34,896 And she is literally paying me a paycheck. 333 00:13:34,897 --> 00:13:38,150 If she says, we need to get the podcast up by this date 334 00:13:38,151 --> 00:13:40,319 in January, and Netflix is on my ass-- 335 00:13:40,320 --> 00:13:42,988 also, I feel like Netflix is breathing down her neck 336 00:13:42,989 --> 00:13:45,198 to release at a certain time. 337 00:13:45,199 --> 00:13:49,453 {\an8}This is where mine and Teddy's love is ruined forever. 338 00:13:49,454 --> 00:13:50,746 {\an8}Because I am staying. 339 00:13:50,747 --> 00:13:56,501 {\an8}Because this is my career and I need to give it my all. 340 00:13:56,502 --> 00:13:58,670 {\an8}And I need to show everybody involved 341 00:13:58,671 --> 00:14:00,964 {\an8}that I take this seriously, that this is important to me. 342 00:14:00,965 --> 00:14:03,133 I am happy that we are where we are. 343 00:14:03,134 --> 00:14:04,843 This is the right timing for us. 344 00:14:04,844 --> 00:14:08,305 But this is exactly why I said, 345 00:14:08,306 --> 00:14:10,807 maybe we should wait to start trying 346 00:14:10,808 --> 00:14:13,018 until after we finally get the [bleep] green light 347 00:14:13,019 --> 00:14:14,186 for the show. 348 00:14:14,187 --> 00:14:15,937 {\an8}I remember talking about the concept 349 00:14:15,938 --> 00:14:19,524 {\an8}of House of Stassi four years ago with Stassi and Beau 350 00:14:19,525 --> 00:14:21,651 {\an8}sitting around their island in their kitchen. 351 00:14:21,652 --> 00:14:26,698 {\an8}The way I have been a part of this every step of the way? 352 00:14:26,699 --> 00:14:31,912 {\an8}So the idea of missing out on any bit of this process, 353 00:14:31,913 --> 00:14:34,289 {\an8}it's just like-- it's a flat-out no. 354 00:14:34,290 --> 00:14:36,833 - I waited for 3 1/2 years. - And I get it. 355 00:14:36,834 --> 00:14:38,376 But, like, 356 00:14:38,377 --> 00:14:43,632 this is [bleep] exactly why I was trying to hold out. 357 00:14:43,633 --> 00:14:47,052 {\an8}Children, child, whatever, equals money to me. 358 00:14:47,053 --> 00:14:49,846 {\an8}I'm our literal financial safety net. 359 00:14:49,847 --> 00:14:51,223 {\an8}My dad grew up poor, 360 00:14:51,224 --> 00:14:54,059 {\an8}so he's always really scared about not having money. 361 00:14:54,060 --> 00:14:56,019 {\an8}He transferred that fear onto me. 362 00:14:56,020 --> 00:14:58,063 {\an8}I have to do everything within my power 363 00:14:58,064 --> 00:14:59,981 {\an8}to keep making the bread. 364 00:14:59,982 --> 00:15:02,234 {\an8}Tay has used every excuse in the book 365 00:15:02,235 --> 00:15:03,652 {\an8}for me to push getting pregnant. 366 00:15:03,653 --> 00:15:05,404 {\an8}It was starting to get to the point where 367 00:15:05,405 --> 00:15:09,116 {\an8}I really was starting to resent all of her excuses, 368 00:15:09,117 --> 00:15:14,162 {\an8}and I think she didn't want me to resent this show. 369 00:15:14,163 --> 00:15:17,290 {\an8}But we waited long enough to get pregnant. 370 00:15:17,291 --> 00:15:19,251 {\an8}And so her saying I should have waited, 371 00:15:19,252 --> 00:15:21,670 {\an8}at this point, is just, like-- 372 00:15:21,671 --> 00:15:22,963 {\an8}is total bullshit. 373 00:15:22,964 --> 00:15:25,173 With this, while I'm so grateful for it, 374 00:15:25,174 --> 00:15:28,593 it's, like, the more we get in the weeds with Stass 375 00:15:28,594 --> 00:15:30,387 and we get on this train, 376 00:15:30,388 --> 00:15:33,014 the less control we have over our lives. 377 00:15:33,015 --> 00:15:34,391 Correct. - And I [bleep] hate that. 378 00:15:34,392 --> 00:15:36,434 It's like, if they say, jump, you jump. 379 00:15:36,435 --> 00:15:38,019 - Yeah. - Is that going to be, like, 380 00:15:38,020 --> 00:15:41,314 the rest of our professional lives, is just, like, you know, 381 00:15:41,315 --> 00:15:43,942 whatever Stassi says, that's what we do? 382 00:15:45,903 --> 00:15:49,072 I look at this through a completely different lens. 383 00:15:49,073 --> 00:15:52,868 And you've actually never really worked. 384 00:15:52,869 --> 00:15:55,203 For, like, for a long, long time 385 00:15:55,204 --> 00:15:56,788 in, like, a typical corporate environment. 386 00:15:56,789 --> 00:15:59,291 I worked in tech for five years and I was-- 387 00:15:59,292 --> 00:16:00,584 Yes, but you worked from home. 388 00:16:00,585 --> 00:16:02,002 It's different. 389 00:16:02,003 --> 00:16:06,840 Like, I've--I spent 12 years in corporate America at Sirius. 390 00:16:06,841 --> 00:16:08,216 The timing is not ideal, 391 00:16:08,217 --> 00:16:12,262 {\an8}but I've been doing this shit for 20 years, 392 00:16:12,263 --> 00:16:16,558 {\an8}and I finally feel like all of this is my big break. 393 00:16:16,559 --> 00:16:19,978 {\an8}The deal with Netflix, this is being on House of Stassi. 394 00:16:19,979 --> 00:16:21,938 {\an8}Like, this stuff is major. 395 00:16:21,939 --> 00:16:25,400 {\an8}And I've been working so hard for this. 396 00:16:25,401 --> 00:16:28,153 {\an8}And I finally [bleep] feel like it's happening for me, 397 00:16:28,154 --> 00:16:31,198 {\an8}and now I can't even enjoy it. 398 00:16:31,199 --> 00:16:32,324 I don't want to sound ungrateful 399 00:16:32,325 --> 00:16:34,367 because I am very grateful. 400 00:16:34,368 --> 00:16:37,621 I think it's just an adjustment that I'm gonna have to make. 401 00:16:37,622 --> 00:16:40,332 Just understand where I'm coming from. 402 00:16:40,333 --> 00:16:41,833 And I completely hear where you're coming from. 403 00:16:41,834 --> 00:16:43,376 And I know it's hard to be the breadwinner 404 00:16:43,377 --> 00:16:45,212 and you've had a lot of pressure on yourself 405 00:16:45,213 --> 00:16:46,463 for a long time. 406 00:16:46,464 --> 00:16:48,840 It's just gonna be an adjustment for me. 407 00:16:48,841 --> 00:16:51,801 I'm sick at the idea of missing this delivery. 408 00:16:51,802 --> 00:16:54,512 {\an8}I think Teddy would put on a brave face. 409 00:16:54,513 --> 00:16:57,098 {\an8}But I think it would make her love me less. 410 00:16:57,099 --> 00:17:00,185 {\an8}Like, I just feel like I want to throw up. 411 00:17:15,743 --> 00:17:17,535 {\an8}Are you ready? 412 00:17:17,536 --> 00:17:19,871 {\an8}Seriously, nothing makes me happier than Christmas. 413 00:17:19,872 --> 00:17:22,999 {\an8}If I could live in Christmas nine months out of the year, 414 00:17:23,000 --> 00:17:24,459 {\an8}that would be ideal. 415 00:17:24,460 --> 00:17:27,003 {\an8}Normally, I do, like, a themed tree every year. 416 00:17:27,004 --> 00:17:29,381 {\an8}Now, I don't theme the tree anymore 417 00:17:29,382 --> 00:17:32,884 {\an8}because I have children, and so we do hodgepodge trees. 418 00:17:32,885 --> 00:17:35,303 {\an8}Are we gonna do this? 419 00:17:35,304 --> 00:17:38,223 {\an8}Let's start with the Victorian bulbs. 420 00:17:38,224 --> 00:17:40,225 {\an8}I have, like, an open-door policy 421 00:17:40,226 --> 00:17:43,603 {\an8}when it comes to decorating the house for the holidays. 422 00:17:43,604 --> 00:17:47,440 {\an8}So Georgi and Georgia are here. 423 00:17:47,441 --> 00:17:50,318 {\an8}And Katie, she's a Christmas girl, too. 424 00:17:50,319 --> 00:17:51,903 {\an8}Merry Christmas. - Smells like Christmas. 425 00:17:51,904 --> 00:17:53,655 {\an8}We have different Christmas aesthetics, 426 00:17:53,656 --> 00:17:56,032 {\an8}but we're equally as passionate. 427 00:17:56,033 --> 00:17:58,076 Who bought this for me? 428 00:17:58,077 --> 00:18:01,246 - I did. - I'm gonna keep it. 429 00:18:01,247 --> 00:18:02,414 {\an8}Stassi's been sick, 430 00:18:02,415 --> 00:18:03,832 {\an8}so I just didn't know when was the right time 431 00:18:03,833 --> 00:18:07,002 {\an8}to actually tell her that I have a job interview. 432 00:18:07,003 --> 00:18:10,380 {\an8}Truthfully, there's just no good time to tell Stassi. 433 00:18:10,381 --> 00:18:13,425 {\an8}Yeah, I'm--I'm-- I'm screwed. 434 00:18:13,426 --> 00:18:15,468 There's nothing better than this! 435 00:18:15,469 --> 00:18:17,345 You're doing such a good job. 436 00:18:20,016 --> 00:18:22,809 I'm gonna have to leave, too, in, like, 15 minutes. 437 00:18:27,273 --> 00:18:29,733 To, uh, go see Jacob. 438 00:18:29,734 --> 00:18:33,445 - To see who? - Jacob, casting, about, uh-- 439 00:18:33,446 --> 00:18:37,073 We're decorating the Christmas tree. 440 00:18:37,074 --> 00:18:38,575 {\an8}What the [bleep]? 441 00:18:38,576 --> 00:18:42,078 {\an8}I feel fully blindsided by this. 442 00:18:47,460 --> 00:18:50,754 {\an8}I'm gonna have to leave too, in, like, 15 minutes. 443 00:18:53,758 --> 00:18:55,884 To, uh, go see Jacob. 444 00:18:55,885 --> 00:18:59,721 We're decorating the Christmas tree. 445 00:18:59,722 --> 00:19:00,722 What? 446 00:19:02,308 --> 00:19:03,767 {\an8}Awkward. 447 00:19:03,768 --> 00:19:05,518 {\an8}I think Beau didn't want to give Stassi a heads-up 448 00:19:05,519 --> 00:19:08,938 {\an8}because he didn't want to get into an argument about it. 449 00:19:08,939 --> 00:19:10,148 Really? 450 00:19:10,149 --> 00:19:11,816 Yeah. - OK. 451 00:19:11,817 --> 00:19:13,318 'Cause this is the only time that he was able to see me. 452 00:19:13,319 --> 00:19:14,736 OK. 453 00:19:14,737 --> 00:19:16,154 It shouldn't be too long, but-- 454 00:19:17,573 --> 00:19:19,574 I'm just gonna see if I can-- 455 00:19:19,575 --> 00:19:21,201 Good job, Messer. Yeah. 456 00:19:21,202 --> 00:19:22,577 Get some hours in, or-- 457 00:19:22,578 --> 00:19:25,330 {\an8}I might look like I'm not reacting here. 458 00:19:25,331 --> 00:19:27,707 {\an8}Like, inside, I'm fuming. 459 00:19:27,708 --> 00:19:30,335 {\an8}I'm just pretending everything's OK for my kids. 460 00:19:30,336 --> 00:19:32,837 {\an8}So I'm just, like-- Short-circuiting. 461 00:19:32,838 --> 00:19:36,758 {\an8}Like, I don't know how I'm supposed to act right now. 462 00:19:36,759 --> 00:19:38,803 {\an8}- Just waiting for-- - Is your beard darker? 463 00:19:41,263 --> 00:19:42,681 It looks good. 464 00:19:42,682 --> 00:19:43,973 I mean, it's been a whole day. 465 00:19:43,974 --> 00:19:46,101 It's, like, been over 24 hours. 466 00:19:46,102 --> 00:19:47,477 And you've seen my face-- 467 00:19:47,478 --> 00:19:49,187 In all fairness, I didn't see you yesterday. 468 00:19:49,188 --> 00:19:50,355 I've been sick in bed. 469 00:19:50,356 --> 00:19:51,564 You didn't-- So don't. 470 00:19:51,565 --> 00:19:52,857 Don't actually do that. Don't do that one. 471 00:19:52,858 --> 00:19:55,026 No, no, you didn't-- you didn't--you did see me. 472 00:19:55,027 --> 00:19:56,236 You did see me. 473 00:19:56,237 --> 00:19:58,363 {\an8}Do you look at my face? 474 00:19:58,364 --> 00:19:59,656 {\an8}Am I here? 475 00:19:59,657 --> 00:20:00,907 {\an8}This is not, like, you know, 476 00:20:00,908 --> 00:20:03,410 {\an8}that movie where everyone thinks the guy's alive 477 00:20:03,411 --> 00:20:05,912 {\an8}and you realize he's dead and then he's just a ghost. 478 00:20:05,913 --> 00:20:07,539 {\an8}Is that happening to me? 479 00:20:07,540 --> 00:20:09,165 {\an8}Like, I am here, right? 480 00:20:09,166 --> 00:20:11,626 {\an8}So we are moving out today. 481 00:20:11,627 --> 00:20:15,171 {\an8}- How do you feel? Excited? - Yeah, but also sad. 482 00:20:15,172 --> 00:20:17,549 {\an8}I know, but you're gonna have your own bed to sleep in now. 483 00:20:17,550 --> 00:20:19,759 {\an8}Yeah, we should start, like, finishing packing. 484 00:20:19,760 --> 00:20:20,719 {\an8}Yeah. 485 00:20:20,720 --> 00:20:22,220 So we can get everything going. 486 00:20:22,221 --> 00:20:23,847 I'm gonna actually go get changed. 487 00:20:23,848 --> 00:20:25,390 I gotta go. 488 00:20:25,391 --> 00:20:27,517 {\an8}It looks like we're moving out just in time, 489 00:20:27,518 --> 00:20:30,061 {\an8}'cause it does not look like this is gonna end well. 490 00:20:30,062 --> 00:20:32,605 {\an8}I don't know if it's the reality show or what, 491 00:20:32,606 --> 00:20:35,358 {\an8}because this level of non-communication 492 00:20:35,359 --> 00:20:37,193 {\an8}is not normal for them. 493 00:20:37,194 --> 00:20:41,322 After, uh, Friendsgiving, my mom came back here. 494 00:20:41,323 --> 00:20:44,075 She wanted to give the kids their presents 495 00:20:44,076 --> 00:20:45,702 because we're not gonna spend Christmas together. 496 00:20:45,703 --> 00:20:46,953 Oh, yeah. 497 00:20:46,954 --> 00:20:49,080 And my mom gave me and Georgi presents 498 00:20:49,081 --> 00:20:53,084 and they came in a special box. Special plastic bag. 499 00:20:53,085 --> 00:20:55,003 No. Are those teeth? 500 00:21:00,009 --> 00:21:02,677 {\an8}These are your teeth? 501 00:21:02,678 --> 00:21:04,262 {\an8}Dude. 502 00:21:04,263 --> 00:21:06,264 {\an8}I thought it was weird that my mom has report cards 503 00:21:06,265 --> 00:21:08,016 {\an8}from, like, second grade. 504 00:21:08,017 --> 00:21:11,019 {\an8}But this is a whole 'nother level here. 505 00:21:11,020 --> 00:21:12,437 {\an8}Your baby teeth? 506 00:21:12,438 --> 00:21:14,439 {\an8}My-- [bleep] 507 00:21:18,277 --> 00:21:20,153 What did Mommy said? 508 00:21:20,154 --> 00:21:22,655 I don't know. 509 00:21:22,656 --> 00:21:23,948 I think it was a word. A bad word. 510 00:21:23,949 --> 00:21:25,909 - Those are baby teeth? - Yeah. 511 00:21:25,910 --> 00:21:28,411 Should I make a necklace for you with my baby teeth? 512 00:21:30,539 --> 00:21:32,540 How do you feel about Kristina? 513 00:21:32,541 --> 00:21:33,875 I think it went really well. 514 00:21:33,876 --> 00:21:35,293 Yeah. 515 00:21:35,294 --> 00:21:39,297 Well, OK, now that, like, everyone's on good terms again, 516 00:21:39,298 --> 00:21:41,049 the band's back together, I feel like 517 00:21:41,050 --> 00:21:42,675 it'd be cute to do, like, a girls' night. 518 00:21:42,676 --> 00:21:43,843 Yes. 519 00:21:43,844 --> 00:21:46,429 {\an8}I was feeling real uncomfortable 520 00:21:46,430 --> 00:21:48,848 {\an8}about my friendships and my place here, 521 00:21:48,849 --> 00:21:51,351 {\an8}but I feel like we really did get to a good place 522 00:21:51,352 --> 00:21:52,936 {\an8}and resolve those issues. 523 00:21:52,937 --> 00:21:54,270 {\an8}I just want us to have a night out 524 00:21:54,271 --> 00:21:56,272 {\an8}where we just finally have fun. 525 00:21:56,273 --> 00:21:58,983 All right, I'll be back. Um-- 526 00:21:58,984 --> 00:22:01,152 Good luck. 527 00:22:01,153 --> 00:22:03,863 Yeah. 528 00:22:07,201 --> 00:22:11,162 I know, like, our lives are chaotic, but, like, 529 00:22:11,163 --> 00:22:14,165 he didn't tell me that he was going and having that meeting. 530 00:22:14,166 --> 00:22:16,584 Damn. 531 00:22:29,473 --> 00:22:31,474 Hey. - Hello. 532 00:22:31,475 --> 00:22:33,726 - How did that go? - What's that? 533 00:22:33,727 --> 00:22:37,021 First of all, why didn't you tell me? 534 00:22:37,022 --> 00:22:39,524 You've talked about this for so long. 535 00:22:39,525 --> 00:22:40,775 Yeah. 536 00:22:40,776 --> 00:22:43,152 And then for you to actually-- 537 00:22:43,153 --> 00:22:44,988 Take the step to do it. 538 00:22:44,989 --> 00:22:47,073 And then you don't tell me ahead of time. 539 00:22:47,074 --> 00:22:48,741 I know. Well, maybe I just didn't-- 540 00:22:48,742 --> 00:22:50,118 Just while we're decorating for Christmas, you're like, 541 00:22:50,119 --> 00:22:52,245 by the way, I'm gonna peace out and go do this. 542 00:22:52,246 --> 00:22:53,454 I apologize. I just also-- 543 00:22:53,455 --> 00:22:55,623 this is something that I know that--that-- 544 00:22:57,209 --> 00:23:01,087 You're one of the main reasons why I didn't go back to work. 545 00:23:01,088 --> 00:23:02,714 So I'm just kind of-- 546 00:23:02,715 --> 00:23:04,549 I guess I was just kind of iffy on telling you 547 00:23:04,550 --> 00:23:05,884 until I figure it out. 548 00:23:05,885 --> 00:23:07,218 Until we were in front of everyone. 549 00:23:07,219 --> 00:23:08,595 That's what it felt like. 550 00:23:08,596 --> 00:23:10,388 Well, how did it go? 551 00:23:10,389 --> 00:23:11,556 It went great. 552 00:23:11,557 --> 00:23:13,725 {\an8}I miss it, man. You know? 553 00:23:13,726 --> 00:23:15,560 {\an8}I miss being here, miss you, miss hanging out. 554 00:23:15,561 --> 00:23:17,562 {\an8}I miss directing and doing all the stuff, 555 00:23:17,563 --> 00:23:18,855 {\an8}working with the actors. 556 00:23:18,856 --> 00:23:22,066 {\an8}I'll say not everyone is good at that job. 557 00:23:22,067 --> 00:23:23,443 {\an8}You are good at it. 558 00:23:23,444 --> 00:23:24,569 Thank you. That's for sure. 559 00:23:24,570 --> 00:23:27,405 I am happy to have you back. 560 00:23:27,406 --> 00:23:29,741 My man. Thank you. 561 00:23:29,742 --> 00:23:31,701 So just told him my schedule 562 00:23:31,702 --> 00:23:34,954 and everything seems to work out with him. 563 00:23:34,955 --> 00:23:37,206 Like, time-wise, and the times that I'm available. 564 00:23:37,207 --> 00:23:38,499 OK. 565 00:23:38,500 --> 00:23:42,211 {\an8}Spouses don't keep major life decisions 566 00:23:42,212 --> 00:23:43,755 {\an8}like this from each other. 567 00:23:43,756 --> 00:23:45,798 {\an8}But then, to like, just do that to me 568 00:23:45,799 --> 00:23:48,509 {\an8}in front of my friends and family, 569 00:23:48,510 --> 00:23:50,261 {\an8}it was, like, kind of humiliating 570 00:23:50,262 --> 00:23:54,098 {\an8}and especially during a time that means a lot to me. 571 00:23:54,099 --> 00:23:55,308 Tree looks great. 572 00:23:55,309 --> 00:23:58,102 I know. 573 00:23:59,188 --> 00:24:02,273 OK, well, it looks great. 574 00:24:02,274 --> 00:24:03,733 Do you need anything? 575 00:24:03,734 --> 00:24:05,693 I mean, you haven't asked me how I've been once. 576 00:24:07,071 --> 00:24:09,739 Like, you've literally just ignored me. 577 00:24:09,740 --> 00:24:12,450 Like, I've been on death's door. 578 00:24:12,451 --> 00:24:15,078 Well, I haven't liked how you were treating me yesterday. 579 00:24:15,079 --> 00:24:17,330 You had to get up one hour earlier than you thought. 580 00:24:17,331 --> 00:24:18,456 Like-- - And you know what? 581 00:24:18,457 --> 00:24:19,499 I would have loved my one hour. 582 00:24:19,500 --> 00:24:20,708 Goddamn, Beau. - What? 583 00:24:20,709 --> 00:24:22,293 You hold a grudge for 24 [bleep] hours. 584 00:24:22,294 --> 00:24:23,795 No. 585 00:24:23,796 --> 00:24:25,129 And you ignored me while I've been feeling like shit. 586 00:24:25,130 --> 00:24:26,547 I'm annoyed the way-- yes, I'm not talking to you 587 00:24:26,548 --> 00:24:28,800 'cause I'm really angry and and you never want to apologize 588 00:24:28,801 --> 00:24:29,759 'cause you sat there with the door open. 589 00:24:29,760 --> 00:24:31,970 I felt so sick. And I still do. 590 00:24:31,971 --> 00:24:33,596 And you haven't given a shit. OK. 591 00:24:33,597 --> 00:24:34,806 Well, 'cause I didn't know. 592 00:24:34,807 --> 00:24:36,224 Just like you didn't talk to me either. 593 00:24:36,225 --> 00:24:38,476 'Cause I woke up sick! For [bleep] sake, Beau! 594 00:24:38,477 --> 00:24:39,644 OK. 595 00:24:39,645 --> 00:24:40,478 This is what happens in a marriage. 596 00:24:40,479 --> 00:24:41,646 OK. 597 00:24:41,647 --> 00:24:42,814 Sometimes someone wakes up sick. 598 00:24:42,815 --> 00:24:43,898 OK, OK. - Sometimes there's an issue. 599 00:24:43,899 --> 00:24:44,982 Well, I apologize. 600 00:24:44,983 --> 00:24:46,734 And to hold it over me for 24 hours-- 601 00:24:46,735 --> 00:24:48,319 I apologize again. You could've told me. 602 00:24:48,320 --> 00:24:50,738 'Cause I don't feel good, it's like [bleep] ridiculous. 603 00:24:50,739 --> 00:24:52,156 This isn't The House of Sickness. 604 00:24:52,157 --> 00:24:53,741 Everyone's [bleep] sick. 605 00:24:53,742 --> 00:24:55,451 I'm sorry that you're sick. - Thank you. 606 00:24:55,452 --> 00:24:56,536 No, it's like-- 607 00:24:56,537 --> 00:24:59,497 I'm sorry that you're sick. 608 00:24:59,498 --> 00:25:00,832 God. 609 00:25:00,833 --> 00:25:02,291 If you're sick and you needed something, 610 00:25:02,292 --> 00:25:04,085 you could have also told me. 611 00:25:04,086 --> 00:25:05,420 {\an8}We were in Italy for Vanderpump Villa 612 00:25:05,421 --> 00:25:07,005 {\an8}and I had it on camera. 613 00:25:07,006 --> 00:25:09,841 {\an8}You can go back to work. She said it on camera. 614 00:25:09,842 --> 00:25:11,592 {\an8}You know, I've heard you. 615 00:25:11,593 --> 00:25:15,346 {\an8}Like, I've--I've taken in the things that you've told me 616 00:25:15,347 --> 00:25:19,475 {\an8}about wanting to go back to work and do your own thing. 617 00:25:19,476 --> 00:25:22,729 {\an8}So if you want to go and do that, we will make it work. 618 00:25:22,730 --> 00:25:25,648 Also, because I secretly know that 619 00:25:25,649 --> 00:25:27,108 things always work out in my favor. 620 00:25:27,109 --> 00:25:31,446 {\an8}Also, we have Sonia. So what's the problem? 621 00:25:35,451 --> 00:25:38,369 {\an8}God damn it. Now I'm the [bleep] asshole. 622 00:25:38,370 --> 00:25:41,330 {\an8}It's frustrating that I'm still here still talking about it. 623 00:25:41,331 --> 00:25:45,334 {\an8}I should have just said [bleep] it a long time ago 624 00:25:45,335 --> 00:25:46,627 {\an8}and had the interview. 625 00:25:46,628 --> 00:25:48,129 {\an8}I probably would have been a lot happier 626 00:25:48,130 --> 00:25:49,380 {\an8}than I am right now. 627 00:25:49,381 --> 00:25:51,424 {\an8}Nothing is gonna deter me from going back to work, 628 00:25:51,425 --> 00:25:52,550 {\an8}especially this argument. 629 00:25:52,551 --> 00:25:53,676 {\an8}I'm over it. 630 00:26:06,732 --> 00:26:10,651 {\an8}This? Donations. 631 00:26:10,652 --> 00:26:11,903 {\an8}So many trucks. 632 00:26:11,904 --> 00:26:13,404 {\an8}But he likes them all. 633 00:26:13,405 --> 00:26:14,489 {\an8}Donation. 634 00:26:14,490 --> 00:26:15,782 {\an8}Why the helicopter? 635 00:26:15,783 --> 00:26:17,283 {\an8}I guess I've never seen him go-- 636 00:26:19,536 --> 00:26:20,995 {\an8}Donation. 637 00:26:20,996 --> 00:26:22,246 {\an8}Aw. 638 00:26:22,247 --> 00:26:23,289 {\an8}Donation. 639 00:26:23,290 --> 00:26:25,291 {\an8}Are you thinking about each thing? 640 00:26:25,292 --> 00:26:26,709 {\an8}No. 641 00:26:26,710 --> 00:26:27,919 {\an8}Beau and I are clearing out the kids' toys 642 00:26:27,920 --> 00:26:30,004 {\an8}because Christmas is around the corner. 643 00:26:30,005 --> 00:26:32,465 {\an8}She's been telling me to get rid of this Christmas Barbie, 644 00:26:32,466 --> 00:26:34,467 {\an8}and I'm, like, no, I like it. 645 00:26:34,468 --> 00:26:36,135 {\an8}It's a vintage Christmas Barbie. 646 00:26:36,136 --> 00:26:37,929 {\an8}It is. - I'm keeping it. 647 00:26:37,930 --> 00:26:39,972 {\an8}But we haven't talked about that fight 648 00:26:39,973 --> 00:26:44,102 {\an8}after his job interview, and it's time to clock in 649 00:26:44,103 --> 00:26:47,480 {\an8}and hash it out even though I really don't want to. 650 00:26:47,481 --> 00:26:49,440 Does she need this? 651 00:26:49,441 --> 00:26:52,485 - Uh, yeah. - OK. 652 00:26:52,486 --> 00:26:54,278 You know, we haven't really talked about 653 00:26:54,279 --> 00:26:59,450 when you came home from the meeting with your ex-boss. 654 00:26:59,451 --> 00:27:00,660 Mm-hmm. 655 00:27:00,661 --> 00:27:02,370 I've thought about it a lot. 656 00:27:02,371 --> 00:27:04,330 It's like I want to find a way 657 00:27:04,331 --> 00:27:07,250 for you to feel like you have your own thing. 658 00:27:07,251 --> 00:27:09,460 You know, I know you're resentful, too. 659 00:27:11,129 --> 00:27:13,631 You don't communicate with me. 660 00:27:13,632 --> 00:27:15,633 I think that you should own that 661 00:27:15,634 --> 00:27:17,301 that was a choice to wait till-- 662 00:27:17,302 --> 00:27:19,178 All right. - The last minute. Like-- 663 00:27:19,179 --> 00:27:20,054 OK. 664 00:27:20,055 --> 00:27:21,180 What do you need from me 665 00:27:21,181 --> 00:27:24,517 in order for you to not be resentful? 666 00:27:24,518 --> 00:27:25,977 Um-- 667 00:27:25,978 --> 00:27:31,524 Stop with the jokes about how it's not making any money. 668 00:27:31,525 --> 00:27:33,484 This is something that brings some creativity 669 00:27:33,485 --> 00:27:36,612 and brings some life back into my feelings. 670 00:27:36,613 --> 00:27:38,656 So I don't see what is the issue. 671 00:27:39,992 --> 00:27:41,659 Why are you getting emotional? 672 00:27:41,660 --> 00:27:42,952 I'm just scared. Like, I'm scared. 673 00:27:42,953 --> 00:27:45,204 It's literally 30 minutes after Sonia is done 674 00:27:45,205 --> 00:27:46,330 that I will be back. - I know. 675 00:27:46,331 --> 00:27:48,457 But you do so much during the day here, 676 00:27:48,458 --> 00:27:49,959 and it's just, like, scary. 677 00:27:49,960 --> 00:27:51,169 How many times do I have to say, this is not a-- 678 00:27:51,170 --> 00:27:52,545 Just don't get frustrated. 679 00:27:52,546 --> 00:27:53,963 - I am frustrated. - I'm just trying to be honest. 680 00:27:53,964 --> 00:27:55,131 I am frustrated. 681 00:27:55,132 --> 00:27:56,465 I understand that you're honest, but it's-- 682 00:27:56,466 --> 00:27:58,467 I'm wanting to do everything to support you. 683 00:27:58,468 --> 00:28:00,428 I'm just scared that I-- 684 00:28:00,429 --> 00:28:03,097 That the dishes aren't gonna be done? 685 00:28:03,098 --> 00:28:06,559 {\an8}I'm so lucky that my kids have a dad they love 686 00:28:06,560 --> 00:28:10,646 {\an8}so much to the point where they prefer him over me. 687 00:28:10,647 --> 00:28:13,858 {\an8}Like, they're gonna grow up with zero [bleep] daddy issues. 688 00:28:13,859 --> 00:28:14,942 {\an8}That's incredible. 689 00:28:14,943 --> 00:28:17,612 All I've known of our family life 690 00:28:17,613 --> 00:28:21,324 is me constantly working on things and working on things 691 00:28:21,325 --> 00:28:24,368 and knowing that you're the heart of the home. 692 00:28:24,369 --> 00:28:29,207 I don't think that's crazy for me to feel that way. 693 00:28:29,208 --> 00:28:32,084 {\an8}It's not about, like, me being alone with the kids 694 00:28:32,085 --> 00:28:34,045 {\an8}for an extra 30 minutes or something. 695 00:28:34,046 --> 00:28:35,713 {\an8}Like, that's not the [bleep] point. 696 00:28:35,714 --> 00:28:38,382 {\an8}He is the heart of this place. 697 00:28:38,383 --> 00:28:41,219 Growing up, life was not stable. 698 00:28:41,220 --> 00:28:42,970 And I know it wasn't for you. 699 00:28:42,971 --> 00:28:47,058 Like, all I want is stability for me, 700 00:28:47,059 --> 00:28:48,935 for you, and for our kids. 701 00:28:50,103 --> 00:28:52,480 OK? 702 00:28:52,481 --> 00:28:56,150 {\an8}It's just so important that I give my children 703 00:28:56,151 --> 00:29:00,780 {\an8}the biggest happy family possible. 704 00:29:00,781 --> 00:29:03,574 {\an8}Because I feel like at times, 705 00:29:03,575 --> 00:29:08,412 {\an8}I had that growing up, and at times I really didn't. 706 00:29:08,413 --> 00:29:10,331 I need you to talk to me. 707 00:29:10,332 --> 00:29:13,250 OK. Well, I didn't know that you felt like this. 708 00:29:13,251 --> 00:29:15,252 I just thought this was all about 709 00:29:15,253 --> 00:29:16,504 you being alone with the kids 710 00:29:16,505 --> 00:29:18,464 because they're so hard to deal with. 711 00:29:18,465 --> 00:29:19,340 No. 712 00:29:19,341 --> 00:29:20,466 And I'm not there and that's-- 713 00:29:20,467 --> 00:29:22,009 It's not about that. 714 00:29:22,010 --> 00:29:25,096 It's bigger than that. I need you to reassure me. 715 00:29:25,097 --> 00:29:28,933 I need to feel like we're a team. 716 00:29:28,934 --> 00:29:32,770 And I felt really alone the other day. 717 00:29:32,771 --> 00:29:34,939 Like, that made me feel, like, oh, 718 00:29:34,940 --> 00:29:37,692 this is already separating us. 719 00:29:37,693 --> 00:29:39,527 {\an8}I didn't realize that this was her experience 720 00:29:39,528 --> 00:29:42,113 {\an8}and how she feels about me going back to work, 721 00:29:42,114 --> 00:29:44,907 {\an8}and I wish that, like, I knew that before 722 00:29:44,908 --> 00:29:47,827 {\an8}rather than this back-and-forth 723 00:29:47,828 --> 00:29:49,829 {\an8}for, you know-- 724 00:29:49,830 --> 00:29:52,540 {\an8}Like, over a year now. 725 00:29:52,541 --> 00:29:54,166 I think you'll be fine. 726 00:29:54,167 --> 00:29:56,836 And I think when I'm back and you'll be, like, 727 00:29:56,837 --> 00:29:58,422 oh, I was freaking out over nothing. 728 00:30:01,174 --> 00:30:05,219 OK. Well, I really want you to be really happy. 729 00:30:08,598 --> 00:30:10,266 Thank you. 730 00:30:10,267 --> 00:30:11,726 Yeah. 731 00:30:11,727 --> 00:30:17,106 {\an8}I know that I need to encourage Beau to do the things he loves, 732 00:30:17,107 --> 00:30:18,774 {\an8}be his own person. 733 00:30:18,775 --> 00:30:22,486 {\an8}But, like, there's still some, like, uncertainty around it. 734 00:30:22,487 --> 00:30:25,698 {\an8}I don't think it's gonna be as easy for me 735 00:30:25,699 --> 00:30:27,867 {\an8}as he thinks it's gonna be. 736 00:30:27,868 --> 00:30:29,368 {\an8}But time will only tell. 737 00:30:42,549 --> 00:30:45,176 {\an8}After the last couple of days, I feel like 738 00:30:45,177 --> 00:30:48,721 {\an8}a girls' night is exactly what I need. 739 00:30:48,722 --> 00:30:50,723 {\an8}Hello. Hi. 740 00:30:50,724 --> 00:30:52,391 {\an8}Hi. - Do you die? 741 00:30:52,392 --> 00:30:53,851 {\an8}Very Ralph Lauren. 742 00:30:53,852 --> 00:30:59,398 {\an8}Beau is out with Rob, Nick, Teddy. 743 00:30:59,399 --> 00:31:01,692 {\an8}Hi. 744 00:31:01,693 --> 00:31:02,818 {\an8}Hello. 745 00:31:02,819 --> 00:31:03,861 {\an8}Hi. 746 00:31:03,862 --> 00:31:05,863 {\an8}Oh, cheeky chic. 747 00:31:05,864 --> 00:31:08,741 {\an8}You guys, girls' night. 748 00:31:08,742 --> 00:31:12,703 {\an8}Nothing says progress like separate group hangouts. 749 00:31:12,704 --> 00:31:14,830 {\an8}Thanks for including me on boy night. 750 00:31:14,831 --> 00:31:17,625 {\an8}This table's table so thin, I feel like we're [bleep]. 751 00:31:17,626 --> 00:31:18,876 {\an8}Whoa. 752 00:31:18,877 --> 00:31:20,628 {\an8}Is that how it works? Hey. 753 00:31:20,629 --> 00:31:22,129 {\an8}- Is that how it [bleep] works? - That's exactly how it works. 754 00:31:22,130 --> 00:31:23,172 {\an8}Like this, sitting up? 755 00:31:23,173 --> 00:31:24,215 Yeah. 756 00:31:24,216 --> 00:31:25,299 Learn something new every day. 757 00:31:25,300 --> 00:31:27,384 Honorary lesbians. 758 00:31:27,385 --> 00:31:28,969 I am sitting here having a panic attack. 759 00:31:28,970 --> 00:31:30,262 Why? 760 00:31:30,263 --> 00:31:32,098 Teddy, she's leaving on Saturday. 761 00:31:32,099 --> 00:31:33,265 I'm staying. 762 00:31:33,266 --> 00:31:35,476 I am making a decision to stay here. 763 00:31:35,477 --> 00:31:38,729 20 years of, like, working so [bleep] hard. 764 00:31:38,730 --> 00:31:40,564 And I just hope she's telling you the truth. 765 00:31:40,565 --> 00:31:41,440 Yeah. 766 00:31:41,441 --> 00:31:43,526 That she's OK with it because 767 00:31:43,527 --> 00:31:46,278 I'm just feeling, like, really shitty about it. 768 00:31:46,279 --> 00:31:48,614 Is this the beginning, of like, I have to work? 769 00:31:48,615 --> 00:31:49,782 You know what I mean? 770 00:31:49,783 --> 00:31:53,619 And, like, we have a baby now and this is first place. 771 00:31:53,620 --> 00:31:55,121 We need to be able to support the baby, 772 00:31:55,122 --> 00:31:56,664 which is Tay's, like, number one fear. 773 00:31:56,665 --> 00:31:59,917 So it's like if she has to do X, Y and Z 774 00:31:59,918 --> 00:32:02,837 and sacrifice time from us, I get it. 775 00:32:02,838 --> 00:32:04,338 It's just, like, this is the worst [bleep] time. 776 00:32:04,339 --> 00:32:06,048 I think that it's actually gonna be good for you guys. 777 00:32:06,049 --> 00:32:08,092 And then when you come back and you see her, 778 00:32:08,093 --> 00:32:10,094 you're gonna be feeling really happy and healthy 779 00:32:10,095 --> 00:32:12,847 that you accomplished this. 780 00:32:12,848 --> 00:32:15,141 It's just gonna make your relationship stronger. 781 00:32:15,142 --> 00:32:16,725 - Who is flying back with you? - No one. 782 00:32:16,726 --> 00:32:18,269 - I'll go with you. - You don't have to. 783 00:32:18,270 --> 00:32:21,105 I have a guy picking me up and I'll be fine. 784 00:32:21,106 --> 00:32:22,440 That doesn't sound shady. 785 00:32:22,441 --> 00:32:23,649 I got a guy. I got a guy. 786 00:32:23,650 --> 00:32:24,942 - I got a guy. - I got a guy back in Jersey. 787 00:32:24,943 --> 00:32:26,652 I got a guy. 788 00:32:28,280 --> 00:32:30,906 So can I tell you who I met last night? 789 00:32:30,907 --> 00:32:32,283 Yeah. 790 00:32:32,284 --> 00:32:34,160 You're, like, on to bigger and better. 791 00:32:34,161 --> 00:32:35,452 Kris Jenner? 792 00:32:35,453 --> 00:32:38,539 {\an8}We were at the L'Oreal Women of Worth event. 793 00:32:38,540 --> 00:32:40,833 I saw that she'd gone to the bathroom 794 00:32:40,834 --> 00:32:42,460 and I was, like, I'm not going to be that person 795 00:32:42,461 --> 00:32:44,420 that follows a celebrity into the bathroom. 796 00:32:44,421 --> 00:32:48,382 {\an8}So, um, uh, we waited, like, outside. 797 00:32:49,551 --> 00:32:51,969 {\an8}And Stassi's basically like, Kris, I love you. 798 00:32:51,970 --> 00:32:53,429 {\an8}I'm such a fan. 799 00:32:53,430 --> 00:32:55,848 {\an8}And Kris is like, oh, stop. Keep going. 800 00:32:55,849 --> 00:32:57,433 {\an8}You know how Kris be. 801 00:32:57,434 --> 00:33:01,437 {\an8}You know, I can't wait till the next time I get to meet her 802 00:33:01,438 --> 00:33:03,480 {\an8}when I'm probably a little bit more normal 803 00:33:03,481 --> 00:33:05,983 {\an8}and, like, I will have some more to say. 804 00:33:07,277 --> 00:33:08,652 I didn't even take a photo with her. 805 00:33:08,653 --> 00:33:10,404 - You didn't take a photo? - You should have been like, 806 00:33:10,405 --> 00:33:11,780 do you guys want a photo together? 807 00:33:11,781 --> 00:33:13,407 Oh, facts, facts. I should have done that. 808 00:33:13,408 --> 00:33:15,284 - Why didn't you do that? - I thought maybe a picture 809 00:33:15,285 --> 00:33:17,328 would make it way too fan-girly. 810 00:33:17,329 --> 00:33:18,662 And so that, like-- you're gonna meet again. 811 00:33:18,663 --> 00:33:20,623 You could establish more of a friendship than like-- 812 00:33:20,624 --> 00:33:21,582 Correct. 813 00:33:21,583 --> 00:33:22,708 Because if you took the photo, 814 00:33:22,709 --> 00:33:24,543 she's gonna put you in that category. 815 00:33:24,544 --> 00:33:26,045 You're welcome. 816 00:33:26,046 --> 00:33:27,338 You actually might not be wrong. 817 00:33:27,339 --> 00:33:29,507 Manifest that. Manifest that for yourself. 818 00:33:29,508 --> 00:33:30,758 Every damn day. 819 00:33:30,759 --> 00:33:33,427 - Should we cheers? - We should cheers. 820 00:33:33,428 --> 00:33:36,388 What are we cheersing to? To friendship, to-- 821 00:33:36,389 --> 00:33:38,516 Getting outside of your comfort zone. 822 00:33:38,517 --> 00:33:40,309 That applies to me, the baby. So that was for me. 823 00:33:40,310 --> 00:33:42,269 - Cheers! - Cheers. 824 00:33:42,270 --> 00:33:43,771 - I cheersed the first time. - No, you didn't. 825 00:33:43,772 --> 00:33:45,105 Cheers. 826 00:33:45,106 --> 00:33:46,023 Thanks for having me out to dinner, guys. 827 00:33:46,024 --> 00:33:47,191 - Cheers. - Of course. 828 00:33:47,192 --> 00:33:48,526 Yeah. 829 00:33:48,527 --> 00:33:50,110 How did your interview go? - Good. 830 00:33:50,111 --> 00:33:51,195 You're on the job hunt right now? 831 00:33:51,196 --> 00:33:53,239 No, I went back to one of my old bosses 832 00:33:53,240 --> 00:33:56,033 that I worked for, like, almost two years ago. 833 00:33:56,034 --> 00:33:57,201 What did he say? 834 00:33:57,202 --> 00:33:58,244 He said yeah. So I'm just waiting on-- 835 00:33:58,245 --> 00:33:59,370 It would be, like, part-time? 836 00:33:59,371 --> 00:34:00,454 Yeah. 837 00:34:00,455 --> 00:34:01,830 How did Stass take your meeting? 838 00:34:01,831 --> 00:34:04,208 We were tree-decorating, and I was, like, all right, 839 00:34:04,209 --> 00:34:06,627 so, um, I'm gonna run out in 15. 840 00:34:06,628 --> 00:34:08,254 Um-- - I'm sure she loved that. 841 00:34:08,255 --> 00:34:09,713 Oh, wait. You just dropped that? 842 00:34:09,714 --> 00:34:10,589 You just, 843 00:34:10,590 --> 00:34:11,924 "I'm going for the milk" dad-ed them? 844 00:34:11,925 --> 00:34:13,342 Yeah. 845 00:34:13,343 --> 00:34:14,718 I guess we need cigarettes. I'll be right back. 846 00:34:14,719 --> 00:34:16,679 You set yourself up for failure. 847 00:34:18,348 --> 00:34:19,431 It's like, you could have told me this 848 00:34:19,432 --> 00:34:21,100 any other day, and you're telling me this 849 00:34:21,101 --> 00:34:23,477 right at the moment that-- 850 00:34:23,478 --> 00:34:25,729 I'm, like, family decorating time. 851 00:34:25,730 --> 00:34:27,731 I didn't tell her 'cause every time I do talk to her 852 00:34:27,732 --> 00:34:29,775 about it, she gets angry. 853 00:34:29,776 --> 00:34:32,736 Now that you did the meeting, how is Stass taking it all? 854 00:34:32,737 --> 00:34:33,946 We talked this morning. 855 00:34:33,947 --> 00:34:37,658 It was a very strange reaction that I wasn't expecting. 856 00:34:37,659 --> 00:34:38,867 It was intense. 857 00:34:38,868 --> 00:34:41,370 You're acting like I'm literally going to 858 00:34:41,371 --> 00:34:44,206 another country for three months to do a casting of-- 859 00:34:44,207 --> 00:34:47,751 of small villagers of a rural Romanian-- 860 00:34:47,752 --> 00:34:49,169 We now know what Beau wants to do. 861 00:34:49,170 --> 00:34:51,380 You know, a vampire cult or something. 862 00:34:51,381 --> 00:34:53,257 I definitely prefer communicating 863 00:34:53,258 --> 00:34:54,633 with Stassi this way. 864 00:34:54,634 --> 00:34:57,011 {\an8}It's vulnerable and it doesn't feel like it's an attack 865 00:34:57,012 --> 00:34:59,597 {\an8}or belittling how I feel about, 866 00:34:59,598 --> 00:35:02,474 {\an8}you know, my career and things that I wanna do. 867 00:35:02,475 --> 00:35:04,184 {\an8}I'm like, I wish she would talk to me 868 00:35:04,185 --> 00:35:05,728 {\an8}like this more often. 869 00:35:05,729 --> 00:35:08,564 {\an8}It was just such a different thing. It was wild. 870 00:35:08,565 --> 00:35:11,775 All I've known of the last few five years of my life 871 00:35:11,776 --> 00:35:14,528 is what we've built. 872 00:35:14,529 --> 00:35:16,697 {\an8}Beau does so much for our family 873 00:35:16,698 --> 00:35:21,577 {\an8}in such a great way that, like, it's a lot to live up to. 874 00:35:21,578 --> 00:35:25,289 {\an8}It's a lot of things that I-- I don't have the gift for. 875 00:35:25,290 --> 00:35:27,082 {\an8}If Beau went back to work, 876 00:35:27,083 --> 00:35:29,543 {\an8}I would have to start bringing Hartford to school. 877 00:35:29,544 --> 00:35:31,754 {\an8}I would have to start packing her lunches, 878 00:35:31,755 --> 00:35:33,130 {\an8}making their dinner. 879 00:35:33,131 --> 00:35:34,673 {\an8}I can't cook dinner. 880 00:35:34,674 --> 00:35:37,551 {\an8}I know I can technically, like, do anything I set my mind to. 881 00:35:37,552 --> 00:35:39,887 {\an8}But, like, can I? I don't know. 882 00:35:39,888 --> 00:35:43,682 So, like, this is scary that, like, it would change. 883 00:35:43,683 --> 00:35:46,311 {\an8}Nothing's broken. Why are we trying to--but-- 884 00:35:47,604 --> 00:35:48,562 {\an8}Yeah. 885 00:35:48,563 --> 00:35:49,813 Tay and I have talked about this 886 00:35:49,814 --> 00:35:51,231 and I've known you for, like, almost a decade. 887 00:35:51,232 --> 00:35:52,566 You are the most fun, 888 00:35:52,567 --> 00:35:55,486 the most vibrant person who walks into the room. 889 00:35:55,487 --> 00:35:57,446 And I feel like over the past few years, 890 00:35:57,447 --> 00:36:00,741 I haven't seen that as much. 891 00:36:00,742 --> 00:36:02,660 I just want to see the old Beau back. 892 00:36:02,661 --> 00:36:03,994 - Yeah. - You know? 893 00:36:03,995 --> 00:36:07,206 I want to see, like, fun, happy, vibrant guy that I met. 894 00:36:07,207 --> 00:36:08,248 I second that. 895 00:36:08,249 --> 00:36:09,500 When you're cognitively going, 896 00:36:09,501 --> 00:36:13,420 OK, I need something to shift in my own life, 897 00:36:13,421 --> 00:36:17,049 and then somebody saying, I'm not letting you do that... 898 00:36:17,050 --> 00:36:18,509 Yeah. 899 00:36:18,510 --> 00:36:20,886 And it's your most important person in the world-- 900 00:36:20,887 --> 00:36:23,097 Oh, yeah, that's-- that's frustrating. 901 00:36:23,098 --> 00:36:27,476 {\an8}I don't think Stassi has ever had a safe space. 902 00:36:27,477 --> 00:36:30,062 {\an8}And Beau represents that safe space. 903 00:36:30,063 --> 00:36:33,232 {\an8}I think knowing that she has somewhere to come back to 904 00:36:33,233 --> 00:36:35,359 {\an8}that's normal, that's predictable, 905 00:36:35,360 --> 00:36:37,778 {\an8}is kind of all that she wants. 906 00:36:37,779 --> 00:36:39,530 But at least you got there to a point 907 00:36:39,531 --> 00:36:41,865 where she's actually starting to tell you 908 00:36:41,866 --> 00:36:43,534 what the real shit is. 909 00:36:43,535 --> 00:36:45,869 She's not angry you're going back to work, she's scared. 910 00:36:45,870 --> 00:36:50,207 I can feel for Beau. Max is more the breadwinner. 911 00:36:50,208 --> 00:36:51,458 You're more the breadwinner. 912 00:36:51,459 --> 00:36:53,377 Like, it feels more about Max and his schedule 913 00:36:53,378 --> 00:36:54,753 and what he has going on. 914 00:36:54,754 --> 00:36:56,130 And, like, I feel like I have to ask, like, 915 00:36:56,131 --> 00:36:57,756 can I take a shower? 916 00:36:57,757 --> 00:37:00,551 My time away is, like, going grocery shopping. 917 00:37:00,552 --> 00:37:03,554 So I think that when I do ask more of him 918 00:37:03,555 --> 00:37:05,639 and it shifts his schedule, 919 00:37:05,640 --> 00:37:09,601 I have this sense of, like, he's gonna be mad at me. 920 00:37:09,602 --> 00:37:11,103 He's gonna resent me. 921 00:37:11,104 --> 00:37:12,438 Like, all that stuff builds up 922 00:37:12,439 --> 00:37:13,814 and it's almost just not worth it. 923 00:37:13,815 --> 00:37:17,151 And I'm, like, I'm just not even going to bring it up. 924 00:37:17,152 --> 00:37:18,861 When I hear Kristina talk about this, 925 00:37:18,862 --> 00:37:20,612 {\an8}I have a little more empathy for Beau, 926 00:37:20,613 --> 00:37:24,408 {\an8}but in no way am I like, now, what can I take on? 927 00:37:24,409 --> 00:37:27,244 {\an8}No. We do have a nanny. 928 00:37:27,245 --> 00:37:30,873 {\an8}Like, Beau does get to leave the house and live his life. 929 00:37:30,874 --> 00:37:32,040 {\an8}I feel like two weeks ago, he just, like, 930 00:37:32,041 --> 00:37:33,917 {\an8}went midday and saw a movie. 931 00:37:33,918 --> 00:37:35,210 {\an8}Like, come on. 932 00:37:35,211 --> 00:37:38,088 {\an8}When we say we feel like your lights have been dimmed 933 00:37:38,089 --> 00:37:41,842 {\an8}or you've--it's felt different, like, do you agree with that? 934 00:37:41,843 --> 00:37:45,304 {\an8}I think that's-- that's pretty spot-on. 935 00:37:45,305 --> 00:37:48,348 {\an8}I feel like I just haven't felt like myself 936 00:37:48,349 --> 00:37:50,350 {\an8}probably in the last five years. 937 00:37:50,351 --> 00:37:52,436 {\an8}There's just something that is missing 938 00:37:52,437 --> 00:37:54,354 {\an8}where I do feel a little hollow inside 939 00:37:54,355 --> 00:37:56,106 {\an8}and I don't know what to do about it. 940 00:38:02,989 --> 00:38:05,449 {\an8}When we say we feel like your lights have been dimmed 941 00:38:05,450 --> 00:38:08,076 {\an8}or you've-- it's felt different, 942 00:38:08,077 --> 00:38:09,077 {\an8}like, do you agree with that? 943 00:38:09,078 --> 00:38:12,122 {\an8}I think that's-- that's pretty spot-on. 944 00:38:13,792 --> 00:38:17,586 {\an8}Over the years for me, who is very social, 945 00:38:17,587 --> 00:38:19,129 {\an8}who wants all those things, 946 00:38:19,130 --> 00:38:21,381 {\an8}that since I'm not having that, I'm just-- 947 00:38:21,382 --> 00:38:23,926 like, I feel like I'm in solitude 948 00:38:23,927 --> 00:38:26,637 and my daily thing is waking up with the kids 949 00:38:26,638 --> 00:38:29,431 and it's just--I'm-- it's boring. 950 00:38:29,432 --> 00:38:30,432 It's the same thing over and over again. 951 00:38:30,433 --> 00:38:31,683 Yeah. 952 00:38:31,684 --> 00:38:33,519 There's like a window open right now, 953 00:38:33,520 --> 00:38:35,270 and I feel like you have to just be, like, 954 00:38:35,271 --> 00:38:36,605 [bleep] it and crash through it. 955 00:38:36,606 --> 00:38:37,689 Yeah. 956 00:38:37,690 --> 00:38:39,107 And be, like, no looking back. 957 00:38:39,108 --> 00:38:41,068 Let your hair down the window, Rapunzel. 958 00:38:41,069 --> 00:38:42,694 Yeah. 959 00:38:42,695 --> 00:38:45,322 {\an8}Yeah, when people just talk about how difficult 960 00:38:45,323 --> 00:38:47,616 {\an8}being a parent is, it just affirms 961 00:38:47,617 --> 00:38:49,284 {\an8}that it's just not for me. 962 00:38:49,285 --> 00:38:52,496 Tom and I, like, we've been separated or divorced now 963 00:38:52,497 --> 00:38:55,791 for almost four years. 964 00:38:55,792 --> 00:38:57,459 Shut the [bleep] up. I know. 965 00:38:57,460 --> 00:38:59,795 If I was also now sharing a child with my ex? 966 00:38:59,796 --> 00:39:01,672 Like, the dogs are one thing 'cause, like, 967 00:39:01,673 --> 00:39:03,090 those are still my babies. Uh-huh. 968 00:39:03,091 --> 00:39:05,509 But, like, it's very different than having a kid. 969 00:39:05,510 --> 00:39:07,469 I know, I'm so grateful that 970 00:39:07,470 --> 00:39:09,429 my husband and I did not have kids together. 971 00:39:09,430 --> 00:39:12,099 But also, like, we got to do it privately. 972 00:39:12,100 --> 00:39:14,518 Like, you guys had to go through divorce on TV. 973 00:39:14,519 --> 00:39:17,020 That's hard. Yeah. 974 00:39:17,021 --> 00:39:19,690 - You got married on TV. - Oh, my God. I forgot. 975 00:39:19,691 --> 00:39:21,441 And you got divorced on TV. 976 00:39:21,442 --> 00:39:24,611 Like, going through relationships on TV. 977 00:39:24,612 --> 00:39:26,655 I didn't join Vanderpump Rules 978 00:39:26,656 --> 00:39:30,325 because Max was, like, I'm not gonna do it. 979 00:39:30,326 --> 00:39:31,869 Like, I can't even imagine, like, 980 00:39:31,870 --> 00:39:35,330 watching what you guys went through and, like-- 981 00:39:35,331 --> 00:39:36,707 I don't know how-- 982 00:39:36,708 --> 00:39:38,417 I'm amazed I'm alive sometimes. 983 00:39:38,418 --> 00:39:39,710 I feel that way, too. 984 00:39:39,711 --> 00:39:41,670 Like, especially you, 'cause you had-- 985 00:39:41,671 --> 00:39:42,879 - Jax. - Not one. 986 00:39:42,880 --> 00:39:45,424 - Frank, Patrick. - Three terrible dudes. 987 00:39:45,425 --> 00:39:49,970 I had no [bleep] control in any of my relationships. 988 00:39:49,971 --> 00:39:52,723 Frank tried to sell my sex tape and show it to everyone. 989 00:39:52,724 --> 00:39:54,725 That's true, dude. That's true. 990 00:39:54,726 --> 00:39:55,934 Are you joking? 991 00:39:55,935 --> 00:39:57,477 That is so [bleep] insane. 992 00:39:57,478 --> 00:39:59,396 And he would show up at my apartment 993 00:39:59,397 --> 00:40:00,564 when I was already living in New York. 994 00:40:00,565 --> 00:40:02,524 But Jax hooked up with your best friend. 995 00:40:02,525 --> 00:40:04,735 Beau is so lucky I'm not more controlling. 996 00:40:04,736 --> 00:40:08,906 I have to have control over my home life. 997 00:40:08,907 --> 00:40:11,241 Have you ever dealt with that in therapy? 998 00:40:11,242 --> 00:40:13,368 No! My God. 999 00:40:15,246 --> 00:40:16,580 I don't need it. 1000 00:40:16,581 --> 00:40:18,749 I'm traumatized from being adjacent to that, 1001 00:40:18,750 --> 00:40:20,417 so there's no way that you aren't maybe 1002 00:40:20,418 --> 00:40:22,127 carrying a little bit of shrapnel. 1003 00:40:26,799 --> 00:40:28,342 If there's even, like, a shred of it 1004 00:40:28,343 --> 00:40:31,970 in decision-making moving forward with you and Beau, 1005 00:40:31,971 --> 00:40:34,014 I think it's worth taking a look at. 1006 00:40:34,015 --> 00:40:35,600 Mm-hmm. 1007 00:40:36,559 --> 00:40:37,809 {\an8}I'm a divorcee. 1008 00:40:37,810 --> 00:40:40,604 {\an8}I never thought that I would get a divorce, 1009 00:40:40,605 --> 00:40:43,148 {\an8}so it kind of makes me think that, like, 1010 00:40:43,149 --> 00:40:45,067 {\an8}anybody could potentially get a divorce. 1011 00:40:45,068 --> 00:40:46,818 {\an8}You're not gonna be together 1012 00:40:46,819 --> 00:40:47,945 {\an8}if you're not communicating. 1013 00:40:47,946 --> 00:40:49,821 {\an8}And I'm worried for Stassi and Beau 1014 00:40:49,822 --> 00:40:52,282 {\an8}because it sounds like they're not communicating. 1015 00:40:52,283 --> 00:40:55,786 {\an8}Rather than us having these little sidebar conversations, 1016 00:40:55,787 --> 00:40:58,372 {\an8}all of her friends need to 1017 00:40:58,373 --> 00:41:01,083 {\an8}bring it up to her that there are some concerns. 1018 00:41:01,084 --> 00:41:02,501 I don't want to hear anyone's thoughts. 1019 00:41:09,842 --> 00:41:11,927 Your housewarming party will be fun. 1020 00:41:11,928 --> 00:41:14,471 - Mom and Nikolai are coming. - Oh. 1021 00:41:14,472 --> 00:41:15,931 Oh. 1022 00:41:15,932 --> 00:41:18,767 The things that you said to me were horrible. 1023 00:41:18,768 --> 00:41:20,687 - Name them. - You don't care. 1024 00:41:23,189 --> 00:41:25,649 The second that I got my shit together, everything changed. 1025 00:41:25,650 --> 00:41:28,443 Are you [bleep] kidding me? 1026 00:41:28,444 --> 00:41:31,405 That was the biggest bullshit I've ever heard in my life. 1027 00:41:31,406 --> 00:41:32,990 {\an8}I'm happy when he's happy. 1028 00:41:32,991 --> 00:41:34,366 {\an8}Did you work? - I did. 1029 00:41:34,367 --> 00:41:35,575 {\an8}And I want to see him happy. 1030 00:41:35,576 --> 00:41:37,411 {\an8}He went back to work. - How's it going? 1031 00:41:37,412 --> 00:41:38,620 {\an8}I still forgot to ask. 1032 00:41:38,621 --> 00:41:40,831 {\an8}I can't sacrifice myself for the sake of him. 1033 00:41:40,832 --> 00:41:42,499 {\an8}I don't want her to feel like we're ganging up on her, 1034 00:41:42,500 --> 00:41:45,669 {\an8}but I don't feel like she's left us another option. 1035 00:41:45,670 --> 00:41:47,587 {\an8}I'm just shocked that Rob narced me out. 1036 00:41:47,588 --> 00:41:49,715 {\an8}- I didn't narc you out. - You did, schoolgirl. 1037 00:41:49,716 --> 00:41:51,842 {\an8}[bleep] my [bleep]. 1038 00:41:51,843 --> 00:41:55,053 {\an8}When I met you in Villa, like, I knew nothing. 1039 00:41:55,054 --> 00:41:58,181 {\an8}And then I got home, and then, like, social media. 1040 00:41:58,182 --> 00:41:59,599 {\an8}And I was, like, oh.